Secrets

Secrets

Secrets

I Can’t tell you my dirty little secret It pains me that you would know That I’m not living in the shadow of your will I’m not what you were proud of And I could never be –perfect Or always make the right choices I’m afraid of living this lie –life And everything in between Better seen and not heard I can’t find the words Guess I’ve lost my voice My chance to change –improve Become better for you But the game is over in the end, And I am the one that loses.

I feel the warmth come over me like a hurricane A completely different feeling than being sane I watch the mirror as I undress, Little pieces of me begin to fall, My back cold up against the wall The softness of his lips, the warmth of his kiss Smothered in this musky air, I’m captured by his look, his smile, his hair So why do I feel so ashamed, My heart is racing my chest is pained